The Killing Fields: More Than Just a War Movie?

Okay, so I finally got around to watching The Killing Fields. I know, I know, I'm late to the party. But wow. Just wow. While on the surface it's a harrowing depiction of the Cambodian genocide and the fall of Phnom Penh, I think it’s much more about the ethics and complexities of journalism and the burden of survival guilt. I'm not even sure I can really call it a 'war movie' in the traditional sense. It's just so… personal. The focus is so tightly on Schanberg and Pran's relationship. Specifically, that one scene where Schanberg basically leverages Pran's loyalty to get him to stay behind after the evacuation of Westerners. That's the gut punch, right? He believes he's doing the right thing, chasing the story, but he's essentially throwing Pran to the wolves. It's a really uncomfortable moment because you get why he does it, even though you also recognize its completely and utterly selfish. Not that he doesn't feel guilt about it later, but still... that decision shapes everything. And speaking of guilt, I think the whole film can be read as an exploration of survivor's guilt. Schanberg's relentless pursuit to find Pran and his eventual reunion... it feels almost like a redemption arc for Schanberg, even though Dith Pran suffered so much more. Did Schanberg ever really atone? I'm not sure. But the film makes you consider the question of what survival means when it comes at such a high cost, and if Schanberg was as responsible as he should of been for the high cost. Final thought – Haing S. Ngor's performance is incredible, especially considering it was his first acting role. The raw emotion he brings to the screen just elevates the entire film. I’m still unsure whether I loved it, but It’s definitely a film that sticks with you long after the credits roll, making you question what it actually means to do your part in something, especially as a journalist in crisis. This feels like a movie that will keep giving with repeat viewings.